Exam Versus Chinese New Year/Valentine Day

exam is just around the corner
to be precise...
2 weeks left...
but after deduct 1 week of Chinese New Year
1 week left...

this is the final exam...
and it's my last hope...
somehow...
I just wish I can have just a little more time to prepare for it...
I'm too tired for it
I even wonder...
is pharmacy is the course that I really want it?

I think I can meet the requirement...
but the competition is DAMN HIGH!!
hundreds of people competing for 50 places only...
what foundation is this?
sorry to say that...
but
FUCK AIMST SGFS!!
why the fuck you go and recruit so many students even your seat is so FUCKING LIMITED?

although my result is still okay compare to my batch...
but
I'm just a NOBODY when I'm compared with other batches' students
I can really feel HOPELESS in my future...

what can I do?
take the stupid foundation again?
and classify myself as the fucking NOOB?

go back to CLB form 6?
and get myself to become the classmate of my juniors?

or I just change to a different college and get myself in a Diploma program
so that my future is guaranteed with something...

what I can do now is...
try not to think too much
get myself to study as much as possible
don't make waste of the time I left...
and ask for help from the God...

AMITHABAH....

last but not least...
I should have been together with my dear on this coming Valentine Day...
but I just can't make it...
since it's Chinese New Year...
and I really wish
I can have more time with you...
I know you'll feel unhappy when I'm not around
but I hope you understand my situation now...
I really hope you can give me more mental support to help get through all this...



P/S:Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine Day to my dear and friend...